Let me start of by saying I’m here for advice and to just let me write out my story because I’ve done it before and it helped.
Now for the problem. For the past months since school has started I don’t have any motivation, not just for homework or studying but for everything. I don’t feel like leaving my bed or to eat breakfast for example. I’ve started not attending some classes because I just don’t see the reason why I have to go there which demotivates (I don’t even know if that’s a word) me. I don’t want to go to the barber, don’t feel like hanging out with most of my friends and am just not motivated to keep track of what I eat, which was a habit of mine. And of course I don’t feel like studying, hand in my assignments on time or do my homework, but it’s not that I don’t want to, I just don’t feel pressure to do it anymore.
I feel like it has to do with me being in my senior year now. I just want to be done with it all. School stresses me out, but I also don’t feel pressure to succeed. I was super excited to go to university and live on my own, which motivated me in my junior year. But now that’s all gone. And because I lost my motivation for school, I’ve lost my motivation for everything else, it feels like.
Another problem is that I party a lot since senior year has started. I’ve looked in my agenda (yes I plan my free time, I don’t know why) and I’ve seen that I’ve gotten drunk or at least tipsy every weekend for the past 5 months. It’s not that I don’t feel grateful for having friends and it’s always a lot of fun, but I never feel like doing anything the day after.
TLDR: it feels like I’m being in the prime of my social life, but I’ve lost all motivation to do anything else, including studying, coming to school, going to the barber etc. Anyone might know what is happening to me?
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