I don't know how to describe it. I'm not happy but i just realized that over the last decade ive never been this “okay”. Its always been me planning and preparing my suicide, writing a note and at the end of it chickening out and beating myself up about not even being man enough to […]
Hi, I'm not sure how to start this post because this is my first time actually posting to reddit. But I kind of just want to vent without bombarding my friends with my issues cuz they can't really help me. Also currently seeking professional help is very difficult right now because of Covid and it […]
for starters, i'm new to this subreddit so I hope im not breaking any rules! I'm studying at a premier school in my country and the stress was really getting to me. It started from last year when pressure was mounting up (my grades were important in deciding certain elective programmes I could take up) […]
I’m a 18 year old girl who got her first ever panic attack a few days ago. It was in front of my parents and I think what triggered the panic attack was my uncontrollable anger towards my parents. We were fighting and screaming at each other and I suddenly got a panic attack. During […]
Hi there. I'm 17 (18 by the end of the year) and needing to go on antidepressants. I have been struggling with depression + severe suicidal thoughts since I was 12, among other mental illnesses, and I finally have the motivation to seek help. Does anyone know where I start? Can I just call my […]
I used to be depressed for many years, but I wouldn't call myself depressed at the moment. I go to work, shower daily, brush my teeth semi-regulary… and I'm not "sad" but not exactly happy either… most of the time I feel pretty numb? Empty? On days off, like today for example, I always do […]
I don’t know honestly. I understand life is hard on everyone and that we all have different struggles and challenges that we come across and I get it, it’s not fair on anyone. I guess lately I’ve been more down then usually, and I’ve always had a semi low mood but this time just seems […]
It seems like more and more. If something bad happens in my life I think back to a time I made someone feel bad, or maybe wronged somebody and say to myself "I deserve this" and that makes me stop seeking help. Recently I have had trouble in a course, argument with parents, car troubles, […]
My mental health has made it tremendously difficult for me to find the motivation to eat on a regular basis for a long time now, which has been especially agonizing considering I've been wanting to gain weight for a long while. It's been a really rough week and on bad days I find it way […]
Hi pals! Recently I have been feeling like everything I have been doing is kind of for nothing? I'm a junior in college, majoring in Education, and have a (part-time) job. Everyday I wake up and do the same thing over and over, just different variations of it and it's slowly driving me insane. Even […]
