I just want to feel happy and normal. I don't want to lay in bed all day and feel empty and miserable. I have no motivation sometimes and it takes me so long to get the motivation to do things like clean my room, do my laundry, or my schoolwork. I feel like such a […]
My mental health has been horrible this semester. I have 0 motivation towards school and rarely show up to classes. I have a test tomorrow in my physics class. I have no idea what the subject is. And I can’t get myself to study because I’ve already convinced myself that I have withdrawn since I’m […]
I’ve been experiencing a pretty severe depressive episode, which is having a significant impact on my school work, social life, sleep schedule, diet, and so many other everyday things. My motivation is pretty much nonexistent at this point, and I just don’t want to do anything. I would definitely appreciate any suggestions on what might […]
I have a double-degree in Medical/Communication. I graduated from college back in 2014 and I think those were the best years of my life. In 2015, I worked in the big city. Then I was privileged enough to go to London to work with the UN/WHO for a while. I got to meet people, travel, […]
Im numb and suicidal most of the time and my friend suggested I get a fish. Well, after going on gumtree I found a cheap 70L fishtank and put some grass in it. Its far from impressive and looks like shit but I am anticipated as to what I can create. I want to be […]
Hi, I'm 22 years old I always feel so weak when I have even the thought wanting to share my problems with anyone I trust. When I was around 4, my dad and mom divorced (still dont know why, always been too afraid to ask, I just dont want to because I dont want my […]
Normally, I consider a fairly active person. I go to gym, I eat healthy-ish, I study Japanese, I jog and I see my friends. I am currently on a two week streak of doing none of the above. I have not been to the gym for more than 2 weeks, I order takeouts every day, […]
This isn't a sympathy post or anything like that. This is my alternate account. I've been seriously considering suicide. Im 16, I'm just tired and bored of life. Im pretty accomplished in my opinion. I'm a very intelligent individual. I don't use my my skills and abilities to my maximum potential. I've basically wasted everything. […]
In the evening, when I'm supposed to sleep. I can't. I'm either having a mental breakdown because I had an hour of free time because of school, a mental breakdown because I had an abusive father who only used me to bait money out of my mother and her family, or I'm having another mental […]
Hi. As said in the title, I regularly think that suicide is my only future, while not really, you know feeling that way. But when this thought comes up, I feel kinda helpless and very sad, like I understand that I should probably go get help, but in the same time I don't have any […]
