I’ve been experiencing a pretty severe depressive episode, which is having a significant impact on my school work, social life, sleep schedule, diet, and so many other everyday things. My motivation is pretty much nonexistent at this point, and I just don’t want to do anything. I would definitely appreciate any suggestions on what might […]

Autumn blues?

Normally, I consider a fairly active person. I go to gym, I eat healthy-ish, I study Japanese, I jog and I see my friends. I am currently on a two week streak of doing none of the above. I have not been to the gym for more than 2 weeks, I order takeouts every day, […]


This isn't a sympathy post or anything like that. This is my alternate account. I've been seriously considering suicide. Im 16, I'm just tired and bored of life. Im pretty accomplished in my opinion. I'm a very intelligent individual. I don't use my my skills and abilities to my maximum potential. I've basically wasted everything. […]

I am a 15 year old male with an abuse father I haven’t seen in 7 years and a step-father who hasn’t said anything positive for over a half year. (Not Kidding, I counted the days untill it became like 60 days and I gave up)

In the evening, when I'm supposed to sleep. I can't. I'm either having a mental breakdown because I had an hour of free time because of school, a mental breakdown because I had an abusive father who only used me to bait money out of my mother and her family, or I'm having another mental […]