I’m almost constantly worrying about everything and disliking myself, and even though I know I shouldn’t, I care way too much about how others see me. I usually think I’m worthless, stupid, and a bother/inconvenience.
I say “almost” and “usually” because sometimes I’ll be listening to music, and I’ll feel super good. I mean it for that brief amount of time, I’ll have motivation. I’ll feel like I can accomplish so much in my life. I’ll think, ‘screw what other people think about me. Who even cares’. Then it goes away and I’m back to my usual self. I wish I could just stay in that somewhat happy state.
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